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Rock Bottom

by Ira Wolf

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1.
Rockslide 02:41
You used me like a stepping stone on your climb And you moved on in a single breath To greater heights You didn’t look back once To see the damage you left behind When you used me like a stepping stone And started a rockslide How long will I bear the weight that you’ve left? How long will it take before I catch my breath? ‘Cause I’m a long way down from where I was In the rubble of what you called love But you used me like a stepping stone on your climb And you moved on in a single breath To greater heights You didn’t look back once To see the damage you left behind When you used me like a stepping stone And started a rockslide You started a rockslide Started a rockslide
2.
If this is rock bottom at least I have a place to rest Here at rock bottom where I don’t have nothing left I’m gonna lay here a while and wait until the sky goes dark Then I’ll feel around for what’s left of that old heart That I gave away I gave it away If this is rock bottom at least I’m on solid ground There’s nowhere left to fall when you’re already so far down And there’s a million things lost that’ll never be found Like the ropes I know I left myself so I could climb out But they’ve gone away Why’d you take them away And tell me how’s the view from where you are ‘Cause you stood up on my shoulders trying to catch that star And it flew you to some universe where I don’t know who you are You forgot it was your turn to pull me up out of the dark And you just ran away I’m glad you got away From rock bottom Oh, I’m here at rock bottom
3.
New World 04:57
When I went to sleep I knew you loved me I woke up in a new world In my dreams I saw what was coming I felt the way the truth hurt But I don’t get it You tell me you think I’ve changed Was that unexpected Did you think I’d have it all figured out at my age I fell asleep in my twenties And woke up in a new world A little smarter with my money And everything to learn And I’m not sorry In the ways I used to be ‘Cause why be sorry For what anybody thinks about me But when I went to sleep I knew you loved me I woke up in a new world And it’s all a little funny I thought you were my future But you don’t get it You call my point of view Have I not said it Honey, the whole world can see it too But did you really say, did you really say Thought I heard you say (It changes nothing) Did you really say, did you really say Swear I heard you say (It changes nothing) Did you really say, did you really say Thought I heard you say (It changes nothing) Tell me it’s okay, tell me we’re okay Tell me that you’ll stay (But it changes something) ‘Cause when I went to sleep you loved me When I went to sleep you loved me I woke up in a new world (I saw what was coming) (I saw what was coming) (I saw what was coming) When I went to sleep (I saw what was coming) (I saw what was coming) You loved me (I saw what was coming) (I saw what was coming) You loved me (I saw what was coming) (I saw what was coming) A new world
4.
Sleeping In 04:08
I put a Christmas tree up in my living room ‘Cause it helps to make believe there’s something I’m looking forward to And I’ve re-read the scriptures of better days yet to come But I don’t believe them the way that my mother does And I’ve been sleeping in again I don’t know how long it’s been I can’t tell you the day of the week or what month it is ‘Cause I’m sleeping in again I told the world I was somebody stronger than this It’s funny how being so low shows you how high you’ve been And I am not the person I thought that I was in my head But it’s hard to be anyone when you can’t get out of bed And I’ve been sleeping in again I don’t know how long it’s been I can’t tell you the day of the week or what month it is ‘Cause I’m sleeping in again But maybe next year I’ll be just fine Maybe next year I’ll go outside Maybe next year I won’t always be so tired But right now I’m sleeping in ‘Cause it makes no difference There’s a whole world just waiting If I could get out of bed But I won’t see it ‘Cause I’m sleeping in again
5.
Find Less 04:44
Maybe it was naive, letting myself believe I was your long lost missing piece You told me to be myself when you knew full well You wanted something else from me But your love wasn’t big enough Not for the both of us So I hope you find less That’s what you wanted You asked for my best And darling you got it I hope you find less I’ve always been a lot, and I won’t pretend I’m not I thought that you liked that about me But you taught me to keep it in, the parts of me that offend While you take up space with so much ease And I learned to make myself smaller Just so you might look a little bit taller I hope you find less Cause that’s what you wanted You asked for my best And darling you got it You saw what I was and said it’s too much So I hope you find less Hope you find less And I wish I was bigger than this Bigger than you, bigger than All the walls that you’ve built around us But I’ll just wish you well Cause I’m big enough To hope you find less Less Less I hope you find less Cause that’s what you wanted You asked for my best And darling you got it You took all that I was to build yourself up You let me fall in love and you said it’s too much So I hope you find less
6.
This House 03:25
Please try to keep the plants alive And turn off all the lights Leave your key in the mailbox when you lock up for the last time I know the timing’s not the best I thought that maybe that we could fix What was broken between us the way we did To this house This house Please take the ring before you pack I know you said that you don’t want it back But I can’t stand to find it years from now in a box in the attic Of this house Not in this house And we thought that maybe if we patched the roof And paint the walls, put down new floors And hang pictures, plant a garden of our own We’d build a home But the foundation cracked just like old bones And we couldn’t fix all that was broken Inside this house This house I couldn’t keep the plants alive And I leave on the lights And your key’s in the mailbox in case you change your mind About this house This house
7.
Monster 02:57
I wish you were the person Your mother thinks you are But I have witnessed every version I know the depth of your dark And you are not a monster You don’t hide beneath my bed You are just a fragile man And there’s nothing scarier than that I wish that I believed you When you tell me that I’m safe I don’t know when it happened But I became afraid ‘Cause you are not a monster Like the stories in my head But you know how to ruin me And that’s what scares me to death You’re scaring me to death You’re scaring me (You’re scaring me) And I wish you were the person I told the world you are But I have peered behind the curtain I know the depth of your dark
8.
Currency 03:56
If I had a dollar for the times I said I’ve got nothing left to give I’d be sleeping on piles in a king sized bed Of the money you owe me You know you owe me If I had a backbone I’d stand up Every time you told me I was not enough But I spend my days picking pieces up From how you broke me You know you broke me And you trade away what I gave for free Like love’s a currency If I had a dime for the times I fell For every lie you told yourself I’d be spending my fortune on wishing wells Waiting for what you sold me ‘Cause you still owe me But you trade away what I gave for free Your love like currency And it’s not a fair trade The deals that you made But I have always bought those lines For all you stole I paid that price But if I had a dollar for the times I said I think I’m worth more than this Well I’d have one dollar to make my bets I’d put it all on me I’m finally betting on me ‘Cause I can’t trade what I gave for free My love’s not currency
9.
The Boat 03:32
I was a boat, drifting at sea Longing for shores that I’d never seen And there was a storm that capsized me Led me to land, just in your reach And you were a rope, fast to the ground Ready to hold anything down So we tied the knots onto the bow And we made a pact, we made a vow We could stay here tethered to land No letting go, no looking back But days turned to years, rocks turned to sand And suddenly I was turning with them And ever so slight, you started to fray And I felt the tide pull me away And somewhere between the crashing of waves I was set free, and I saw you break 'Cause I was a boat, meant for the sea Tied to a shore that I’m scared to leave But I need the space, I need the sky I need to chase horizon lines I had to set sail to see what I’d find To prove that I can, I’ll leave you behind Now I’m just a boat, drifting at sea Missing the rope that used to hold me But I am a boat, that’s all I’ll be I am a boat, I’m just a boat
10.
Home Here 04:52
There’s a stain on the ceiling It gets bigger when it rains And sometimes I get the feeling Maybe I made a mistake There’s a moment in the morning When the sun lands on the walls Alarm clock ticking out its warning Telling me I didn’t sleep at all ‘Cause I have never been home here I have never been home There are boxes neatly labeled That remain unopened still And countless pieces to a table I never find the time to build ‘Cause I have never been home here I have never been home Anywhere at all Anywhere at all I thought this place could fix me Or teach me how to stick around I’m finding out it’s not so easy Sometimes a house is just house And I have never been home here I have never been home anywhere And I have never been home here I have never been home here (sometimes a house is just a house) I’ve never been home here (sometimes a house is just a house) I’ve never been home here (sometimes a house is just a house) I’ve never been home (sometimes a house is just a house) Anywhere at all
11.
Neither Do I 03:59
I can’t tell you why I’m calling I know it’s been a long, long time The weather’s fine here, thanks for asking To be honest a little sun would be nice I heard that you moved to the west coast Just like we used to talk about Seems like we were only kids then Tell me, how many years is it now And do you ever think about us Or wonder from time to time Where it all went wrong, or what we might have been Neither do I I saw your face up on a billboard It’s good to know you’re doing well We used to laugh about those big lights And the souls we wouldn’t sell And me, I’m working ‘cross the country Playing shows and paying dues It’s not a lot, but it’s something I never could keep up with you But have you ever seen a face there In the crowd that reminds you of mine And for a moment you almost wish it were No, neither do I But ain’t it strange How time and people change The same way that they don’t It’s the same way that you won’t I’m sorry, I don’t mean to keep you Please tell your family I said hi It’s been nice catching up, do you want to stay in touch Neither do I

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released October 13, 2023

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Ira Wolf Nashville, Tennessee

Since she began touring in 2014, Ira Wolf has performed on stages across six continents while living in her beloved camper van.

After stepping away from music for a few years to prioritize her mental health, Ira released her fourth studio album Rock Bottom in 2023 and continues to tour across the U.S. and internationally.
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